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hari ni, budak tu dipertanggungjawabkan untuk bagi night gathering untuk cik adik2 sunquick kat asrama. cik adik2 sunquick sambut baik. budak tu rasa happy sangat. mula2 tu budak tu takut sangat. tapi bila dah start rasa sayang nk tutup. semua cik adik2 sunquick sangat baik. hari ni budak tu belajar byk benda. ukhuwwah. budak tu boleh tengok dalam cik adik2 sunquick semua. budak tu rasa syukur sbb cik brown bilik hujung ada sepanjang gathering tu. kalau tak, budak tu tak tahu macam mana nak handle sorang2. thumb up to cik brown bilik hujung untuk cerita yang menarik.<br />
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budak tu nak share hadis hari ni...<br />
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<b><span style="font-size: small;">Sabda Rasulullah SAW:</span></b><br />
<b><span style="font-size: small;">"Hak seorang muslim terhadap seorang
muslim ada 6 perkara. Apabila engkau <span style="font-size: large;">bertemu</span> hendaklah engkau <span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">memberi
salam</span></span>. Apabila beliau <span style="font-size: large;">menjemputmu</span> hendaklah engkau<span style="font-size: large;"> menunaikannya</span>.
Apabila beliau <span style="font-size: large;">meminta nasihatmu</span> hendaklah engkau <span style="font-size: large;">menasihatinya</span>. Apabila
beliau <span style="font-size: large;">bersin dan menyebut Alhamdulillah</span>, hendaklah engkau <span style="font-size: large;">menyebut
Yarhamkallah</span>. Apabila beliau<span style="font-size: large;"> sakit</span> hendaklah engkau <span style="font-size: large;">menziarahinya</span>.
Apabila beliau <span style="font-size: large;">meninggal dunia</span> hendaklah engkau <span style="font-size: large;">mengiringi jenazahnya</span>."</span></b></blockquote>
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hari ni, seperti biasa budak tu ke kuliah. cik braces balik lewat hari ni, pukul 6.30! cik braces pergi satu "tempat yang kumpul orang2 yang tak berapa sihat".<br />
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kat kuliah, budak tu sekarang rasa <span style="font-size: x-small;">awkward</span> dengan cik kawan. cik kawan pun begitu. budak tu boleh rasakan. budak tu tak pandai nak borak dengan cik kawan. hari ni, budak tu sengaja pergi "tempat byk cermin", sebab tak nak duduk sebelah cik kawan.<span style="font-size: large;"> </span><span style="font-size: large;">maafkan budak tu</span>, cik kawan. kadang2 language barrier can cause friendship damage. tapi itu cuma teori budak tu. harap budak tu boleh ubah dan belajar untuk adapt dengan cik kawan.<br />
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seperti biasa budak tu, suka pilih tempat kat tengah. walaupun tak de orang. dan kadang2 ade mr laki-laki kat seberang sana. tapi hari ni lepas lecture yang first, tak disangka2, ramai giler mr laki-laki yang datang duk sebelah budak tu. mak cik hati duk kaget. tapi apakan daya,<span style="font-size: large;"> mr badan buat2 cool aje</span>. cik cermin mata pandang depan jek, tengok tuan femos duk ngajar kat depan. lepas attend class tuan femos barulah budak tu tahu kenapa tuan femos tu tersohor dikalangan kanak2 ribena se-universiti.<br />
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kelas yang selalunya banyak seat kosong, tapi tuan femos punya lecture, satu lecture hall dibanjiri kepala2 studi! sampai ada yang kena men"<span style="font-size: large;">straight</span>"kan kaki-kaki mereka yang panjang sbb tak de seat kosong. mereka2 ni terpaksa menahan graviti yang mahu menumbangkan mereka2 ni ke simen lecture hall 6. <br />
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hari ni budak tu dapat input baru, tuan femos cakap level cortisol yg pling tinggi adalah pd waktu pagi. time cik mata2 celik luas tengok siling. dan biler mr badan menikmati particle2 udara yg men"transparent"kan diri2 mereka.<br />
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"<span style="font-size: large;">apa gunanya cortisol ni</span>?" tanya tuan femos.<br />
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"tak dengar!" tekan tuan femos menanti jawapan dr kanak2 ribena semua. namun akhirnya, tuan femos jugak yg menjawab soalannya sendiri.<br />
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"apa guna cortisol ni? cortisol ni stress hormone. biler time exam, sebelum masuk exam kamu tentu baca buku kan, dan mesti stress kan. so level cortisol will increase in response to stress. terlalu byk sgt stress dan dalam masa yg lama cortisol duk dalam darah, leh kasi effect yang jahat!" tegas tuan femos dengan machonya mengetuk meja dengan kuat. oh betapa budak tu suka tuan femos. he got style!<br />
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"antara -ve effect, leh suppress fungsi tiroid, leh sbbkan tinggi gula dlm darah, kurangkn musle tissue, darah tinggi!, dan leh naikkan lemak kat abdomen!! dan ada lagi lain2," terang tuan femos lagi.<br />
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"tapi sedikit cortisol bagi +ve effect," tersenyum tuan femos.<br />
budak tu buat omewok, penyek2 mr google. jumpa la ni,<br />
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Small increases of cortisol have some positive effects: <br />
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<li>A quick burst of energy for survival reasons</li>
<li>Heightened memory functions</li>
<li>A burst of increased immunity</li>
<li>Lower sensitivity to pain</li>
<li>Helps maintain homeostasis in the body</li>
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dan tuan femos, ada give some tips regarding this, but budak tu tak bape nak faham. so budak tu tak nak penyek2 kat sini la. takut bagi ajaran yang berliku2 sesatnya.<br />
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dan sekarang budak tu terpikir, nape la kalau studi lepas subuh senang nak masuk. this explains well. <br />
thanks tuan femos! no wonder kanak2 ribena se-universiti suka sama kamu! dan sekarang tambah sorang lagi peminat kamu =)<br />
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dalam cik hati budak tu<br />
"<span style="font-size: xx-small;">oh, how i wish u could teach in english...</span>"</div>akaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01286409248037146073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565437377248807741.post-88489074586011456012011-05-17T00:17:00.000-07:002011-05-21T01:37:25.342-07:00kek hangus[dotted heart]<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
hari ni budak tu buat kek. hari ni besde cik cantik osmet cik braces. so budak tu buatlah kek.nak dijadikan crite, kek budak tu, hangus dek api pak cik pembakar yang kuat. kek pelangi kini bertukar menjadi kek hitam dengan permukaan berhingut-hingut bak permukaan cik bulan yang berkawah2.<br />
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cik braces yang datang dengan tiba2 terkejut melihat kek hasil cik tangan milik budak tu.<br />
cik braces : "apa ni?"<br />
budak tu : "kek."<br />
cik braces : "kek ker ni?"<br />
budak tu *nod*.<br />
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cik braces dengan menggunakan teknik memasak yang tahap chefnye, telah meng"otter" kek hangus tu.<br />
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inilah rupa kek budak tu yang telah di"otter". kind of scary. budak tu pun takut tengok..<br />
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cik cantik nak uplod kat fesbuk dan nak tag budak tu.<br />
cik braces dengan lajunya, "Jangan!!"<br />
budak tu, no respon, terkebil2 didepan pintu gerbang milik kerajaan bilik belakang.<br />
seminit kemudian, budak tu pulak yang menjerit, "Jangan!!!"<br />
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hari ni budak tu tak berfungsi sket. brekfas yg budak tu buat pun tawar tanpa rasa.<br />
sebenarnya, budak tu tengah tension. banyak lagi tak studi. budak tu takut. pak setan tak habis2 duk kacau budak tu, suh tengok crite la. semalam budak tu tak leh nak fokus studi. last2 budak tu bukak puan lappy, layan ninja boy dua tiga das. lepas tu ntah biler masa, budak tu terlelap. mr separa auto washing-machine tak bekerja semalam. sbb budak tu terlelap, lupa nk on kan suis dan isi H<span style="font-size: xx-small;">2</span>0.<br />
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belek2 buku suci kat rak, budak tu jumpa...<br />
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surah Al-Mutaffifin(those who deal in fraud) 83:14<br />
<b>"Sekali-kali tidak demikian, sebenarnya apa yang selalu mereka usahakan itu menutup hati mereka."</b></blockquote>
dan budak tu tertanya2..<br />
then, budak tu jumpa... </div>
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<b>Narrated Abu Hurairah r.a :
Allah's Messenger SAW said, "<span style="font-size: large;">When a slave(a person) commits a sin(an
evil deed) a black dot is dotted on his heart</span>. Then <span style="font-size: x-large;">if that person gives
up that evil deed(sin), begs Allah to forgive him, and repents then<span style="color: #f1c232;"> his
heart is cleared(from heart covering dot)</span></span>; but<span style="font-size: x-large;"> <span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">i</span><span style="color: black; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">f he repeats the evil
deed(sin), then that covering is increased till his heart is completely
covered with it.</span></span> And that is Ar-Ran which Allah mentioned(in Al-Quran). </b></blockquote>
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kek hangus = dotted covering heart ?</div>akaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01286409248037146073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565437377248807741.post-12929932259561156062011-05-16T09:28:00.000-07:002011-05-21T01:44:12.204-07:00tetamu[good thing]<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">tiba2 cik hati suh bukak buku suci, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">budak tu jumpa... </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">surah Al-Infitar(terbelah) 82 : 10-11 and 17-19</span><br />
10. Dan sesungguhnya bagi kamu ada (malaikat-malaikat) yang mengawasi (pekerjaanmu).<br />
11. yang mulia (di sisi Allah) dan yang mencatat (pekerjaan-pekerjaanmu itu)<br />
12.<b style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"> <span style="font-size: x-large;">mereka mengetahui apa yang kamu kerjakan</span></b><span style="font-size: x-large;"><b>.</b></span><br />
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17. Tahukah kamu apakah hari pembalasan?<br />
18. sekali lagi, tahukah kamu apakah hari pembalasan itu?<br />
19. (Yaitu) hari ketika seseorang tidak berdaya sedikitpun untuk menolong orang lain. Dan segala urusan pada hari itu dalam kekuasaan Allah.</blockquote>
<b style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i>mereka mengetahui apa yang kamu kerjakan!!!</i></span></b><br />
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<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Narrated Ibn Abbas r.a : The Prophet SAW narrating about his Lord said , "<span style="font-size: large;">Allah ordered (the angels appointed over you) that the <span style="color: #660000; font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">good and bad deeds be written</span>, and He then showed(the way) how (to write)</span>. <span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: x-large;">If somebody intends to do a good deed and he does not do it, then Allah will write for him a full good deed (in his account with Him)</span>; and <span style="color: #ea9999; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: x-large;">if he intends to do good deed and actually does it, then Allah will write for him(in his account) with Him(its reward equal) fron ten to seven hundred times, to many more times</span>; and <span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">if somebody intended to do a bad deed and he does not do it, then Allah will write a full good deed(in his account) with Him</span>,</span> and <span style="color: #660000; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: x-large;">if he intended to do it(a bad deed) and actually does it, then Allah will write one bad deed(in his account)." </span></span></b><br />
<b><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">[Sahih Al-Bukhari, 8/6491]</span></b></blockquote>
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hari ni budak tu pergi ke kuliah seperti biasa. mak cik perasaan tak jemu2 mengeluarkan setan kemalasan, menggasak budak tu untuk skip kelas hari ni. tapi akhirnya taktik setan kemalasan menggoda mak cik perasaan dapat ditewaskan. dengan cik kaki yang tak berapa nk jalan, melangkahlah budak tu ke kuliah. budak tu dapat good deed in her account hari ni. budak tu rasa gembira. cik hati tumpang seronok. <br />
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ada cik2 tetamu datang rumah budak tu. dorang duk bincang2 urusan kerja kat luar, mak cik telinga budak tu duk ternganga curi2 dengar perbincangan dorang. isi dalam perbincangan cik2 tetamu menarik minat budak tu. open budak tu punya heart. huhu..<br />
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betul lah orang yang makan garam awal2 dulu bagitau, tetamu bawa rahmat. dah terbukti!<br />
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semalam, ade demostrasi utk palestin. malam tu pulak, cik braces cerita pasal sejarah hari nakbah, baru budak tu tau cerita sebenar. bagaimana "org2 jahat" yahudi ngaku palestin tanah dorang, padahal dulu nabi musa bawak bani israil dtg utk duduk kat satu kwsn di palestine. tp skrg dorang claim tu hak dorang. for more http://map2street.blogspot.com/ <br />
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tak sempat nk coret sekarang crite cik braces malam tu, till next time, budak tu akan bukak entry baru khas utk ni..<br />
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"Dan berbuat baiklah sepertimana Allah telah berbuat baik kepadamu.." [Al-Quran 28:77]<br />
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dan tamatlah sudah episod assignment budak itu pada tahun ini. pagi ini semuanya berjalan dengan lancar. cik hati tersenyum puas bila tiba detik puan lecturer mengucapkan "ok, awak boleh pergi sekarang."<br />
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walaupun si pagi yang agak mengelam kabutkan budak itu, namun, at the end, miss muka dan mak cik mulut tak habis2 tersengih lega.<br />
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menjadi orang yang memulakan presentation membuatkan budak itu kaget di hadapan puan lecturer, kanak2 ribena yang lain turut berwajah durja, memikirkan nasib diri yang tak boleh diteka. miss muka tak sudah2 mengeluarkan peluh seposen yang ber"multiplication". ditambah cik hati yang tak habis2 meng"detoxification"kan unsur2 jahat dalam mr badan. mr badan buat relax aje depan kanak2 ribena, nampak cool konon.<br />
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petang ni, cik hati terdetik ingin membuat sushi, datang miss purple berkunjung melawat budak itu. miss purple dah habis xm, dan budak itu pun dah habis assignment. so dua2 enjoy makan sushi. cik bilik sebelah tolong buat sushi yang sedap. budak itu tak pandai buat sushi. sushi hasil tangan budak itu hancur. rasanya agak ok la, but mak cik lidah kata, yang cik bilik sebelah buat lagi sedap. huhu..<br />
budak itu pasrah..<br />
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penyek gambar sushi hari ni kat sini jap..<br />
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pinggan merah milik cik braces masuk blog budak tu nampaknya. cik braces mesti terkejut. tak sangka budak tu nak buat masuk blog. hihi...<br />
<br /></div>akaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01286409248037146073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565437377248807741.post-82370735264898590042011-05-14T09:00:00.000-07:002011-05-21T01:45:40.097-07:00tomorrow is another sheet (restless)<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-size: small;">Todays surah is Surah At-Takwir(winding round and losing its light) </span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"> >> of what budak tu understood, this is about the Day of Resurrection. the description of how that day would be.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">No one knows when it is going to happen, but one thing budak tu sure of , when that day do come, no <i>"taubat"</i></span><span style="font-size: small;"> will be accepted</span><span style="font-size: small;"> and all creatures will be gather together..<br /> </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">and<i> "hadis"</i> budak tu discovered from this surah...</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">Narrated Abu Hurairah r.a : Prophet SAW said, "The sun and the moon will be folded up (or joined together or deprived of their lights) on the Day of Resurrection."</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">Narrated Al-Mughirah bin Shu'bah r.a : Prophet SAW said : "Allah has forbidden for you : 1)to be undutiful to your mothers, 2)to bury your daughters alive, 3)not to pay the rights of the others(e.g, charity) and 4)to beg of men(i.e begging), And Allah hates you: 1)sinful and useless talk like backbiting, or that you talk too much about others, 2)to ask too many questions(in disputed religious matters), and 3)to waste the wealth(by extravagance with lack of wisdom and thinking) [sahih bukhari, 3/2408]</span><br />
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<b><span style="font-size: small;">hari ini budak tu, malas ke kuliah utk berjumpa puan lecturer for her assignment. surprisingly, presentation budak tu utk mata pelajaran yang masih berbaki rupa2nya adalah keesokkan harinya. <i>bertangguh is not good for u</i>. </span></b><br />
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<b><span style="font-size: small;">jadi at the end budak itu, terpaksa gamble utk esok harinya, pabila berdepan dengan puan lecturer and all the presentors for tomorrow, which means, kanak2 ribena yang lain akan turut menyaksikan apa yang akan berlaku esok. </span></b><br />
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<b><span style="font-size: small;">budak tu pasrah, dan menantikan hari esok dengan cik hati yang tak tentu hala.</span></b><br />
<b><span style="font-size: small;"><i>"harap2 tomorrow is a wow!!! day,"</i> said cik hati</span></b></div>akaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01286409248037146073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565437377248807741.post-43774555982419398992010-12-08T02:16:00.000-08:002010-12-08T02:16:09.875-08:00am i being selfish..~oh am i being selfish...~<br />
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lately i've been asking myself this question over and over again..and i am not sure whether there is certain answer for that question..<br />
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i'm confused and depressed...<br />
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i'm feel all alone unsecured...frustrated~<br />
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and sometimes motivated...<br />
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i'm not sure of myself anymore..<br />
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last week, we took "antidepressant drugs" for pharmacology subject..<br />
and i found something in common with the condition described by the doctor..i felt some sort of afraid of myself..scared of my current conditions...<br />
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lately i've heard some of my friends and other medical students undergo pyschiatric therapy due to stress and other things too..<br />
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and it came across to my mind...<br />
"do i need that treatment too?? and consultation from pyschiatrist??"<br />
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i keep wondering..till now..~<br />
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right now i'm trying to avoid thinking negative..because those thinkings only make me more suffer and feeling so unsecured..~<br />
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i wish i can get rid of those tangled feeling and get going on my life...~<br />
pray for my well-being...~akaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01286409248037146073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7565437377248807741.post-52779202517959243462010-12-06T12:19:00.000-08:002010-12-06T12:19:39.004-08:00a cup of coffee please~<br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">how i wish for a cup of coffee right now..~</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">it's hard to live without water..oh please excuse my poor english, as i'm still crawling at it..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">today, after a tiring day, how i wish for a quick bath..but it seems to be quite impossible, as there is no water left not even for making my cup of coffee...~</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">oh as this is my first post for my new blog..i will inroduce myself..i'm a simple person, i think..but my friend used to say that my way of thinking is quite complicated..tangled..most of the time..erm, i start this blog to try a new way to express myself..i thought why not have your own blog..it might be fun..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">and i'm still studying..majoring in hmmm..better keep it secret..=P</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">i used to like strawberry..crazy about it..but now, my tendency is more to plum..i think i fall in love with plum right now..don't know why, i just like it~</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">oh how i crave for coffee right now~</span><br />
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<br />akaihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01286409248037146073noreply@blogger.com0